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‘‘ we live and we learn to take OneStepAtATime.’’
Its like learning to fly
or falling in love .

Charlyn Ng
Girl, Twenty, 10 February
Aquarius
Biomedical Informatics and Engineering!
I believe in It's only with the heart that one can see things essentially
The essential is invisible to the human eyes itself.
Success comes to those who puts in a 100% in whatever they do.
我相信: 人們可以控制自己的命運.
若我們受制於人,那錯不在命運...而在我們自己.
由于刻苦努力，每个人都是平等的机会。机会是指人谁工作努力，为他们争取。
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You believe and
you doubt .

01 ♥ Go around the world with parents

02 ♥ See the Sakura flowers in Japan

03 ♥ Touch pure white snow from the sky

04 ♥ Study Overseas

Its gonna happen
and it's suppose to happen .




That we find the reason
why, one step at a time .
Deebawr Vendela Valerie Veronica Xinyi Jie Felicia Chin Jeanette

You're confused and
you got it all figured out .


Everything that you always
wished for could be yours ,
Designer: Baby_Fiqa
Extra: Icons ; Color Codes ; Lyrics
Inspiration(s): 1 2 3 4

Should be yours,
would be yours if they only knew .


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Sunday, January 4, 2009 @ 4:43 PM

This blog will now be a private area between me, my jies and yp for viewing.

Last friday, the 1st day sch reopen. Overall was quite okies except for the seating arrangement. I dun really lyk the seating arrangement n i do not have a choice at all. The first day of sch i was busy with the sec 1 stuffs that the most i went to my class was only 1/2 an hr? Yeps... when i reached the class, everybody has alreadi sitted. Haiz... I just dunno what my prob here. Its just a sitting arrangement why must i have to make a fuss out of the whole thing?

This few days I had been practicing self-control, stopping myself of thinking too much. Yeah... although it wasn't a great success but I am still trying. Sometimes the negative thoughts will just popped into my mind. I tried shoo-ing them off but after a while here they comes again. Why can't they just stop bothering me?

Sigh... and yesterday i went to my uncle hse as usual. My both jies weren't there. Sadded. But i still managed to keep myself occupied. While i was eating one of my auntie say me "fat". I was trying to control when she continue her nxt sentence, "same as yr cousin, yr bums very big". The nxt min, the fire in my head blared. Okies okies... i am just not to use to ppl talking abt me. I too over-sensitive liaox. However i managed to control but the thought in my mind was i wanna go on diet!!!

The 2nd thing was while i am watching show, my other auntie was lyk "wah.. so long nv see u, u become fairer le" then the nxt thing she said "u stopped swimming alreadi arhx? Lyk that gd mahs. So dark not nice. Girls shld not be so tanned". Sianx... i was thinking of starting my swimming again.

Haiz... all this while i had been thinking of my jies. Dunno how are they le. I feel lyk that it something empty in my heart but dunno what is it that is missing? Me weird weird...

Cousins complain abt me not talking to him? My mother told me to be more socialise with my cousins. I wanna to apologise to him, most of last yr, my mood wasn't that gd in fact i was emo-ing through if u realised it. I just can't find back the last time of me anymore, now is the new me. Haiz... anyways it kinda of a long post. ps...

I do not know whether typing this out all for what n for wat use. I dun feel anything at all. Sadded.

Type-d by; ♥ Charlyn
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